About a month ago, I sat in a restaurant surrounded by old friends and new friends, and said out loud, “I finally feel like myself again.”
How strange. I had never said that before and really meant it. It has really been a long time and a terribly long journey. I no longer feel like I am in a haze or a fog. Things now are so clear and bright. Honestly, it has truly been years. I feel much different. There is a pep to my steps and breathing is so much easier. It is so hard to explain, but I am so grateful for those who have guided me and for those who tried and that I have lost along the way. I have a much different aspect now. I am really for a change, more than ever.